Moe, for better or worse

This blog used to be called "one year in the life of a short fat runner"; then it was called "Am I a runner? you decide." I've decided running isn't the thing I need to talk about here...it'll come up for sure, but it's just one part of me, so I think I'll just call this blog: Moe, for better or worse.

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

hrumph

pretty much that covers my day today.

hrumph.

I'm grouchy and grumbly and irritable and not willing to make things better that I can and wishing I could change things that I can't. And blaming others for things that aren't their fault.

Plus, even though I've been told otherwise, I'm pretty sure I've upset a friend inadvertently. I've said I was sorry and I mean it, but my heart aches over what I said and moreover, that I still feel the way I do. I can be a hateful, selfish person. I don't like that about myself and try to keep it inside, but sometimes it comes out. My friend has forgiven me, but I haven't forgiven myself.

My boss just asked me to do something and I have no idea what she wants. hrumph. I was honest and emailed her back asking for a clarification...I hope that was a good move.

Did I mention I accidently clipped poor Miss Penny's ear when I was cutting the knots out of her fur the other day? By "clipped" I mean a HUGE gash and deep at the top of her ear where it meets her head. I am a bad bad dog owner...I couldn't feel more terrible.

Oh and the sky is black outside my window. I hate rain.

hrumph.

2 Comments:

Blogger kotzebue said...

Have I told you about how my coworker and I have "I wish I'd gone to law school" moments? Yes, we're both lawyers (me for 6 years, she for 3) and I swear, not a week goes by that our boss doesn't ask us something that we have no freaking idea how to do.

<3 and ((Moe))

June 24, 2008 5:36 PM  
Blogger Rudy Martinez said...

A true friend, will:

a) know that it was inadvertent, that there was no malice intended
2) go with the flow and ride it out
III) forgive you completely
4) forget the whole thing
e) all of the above

As far as work goes??? I'm only here for entertainment and amusement, so I can't help. Juggling during staff meetings works for me, though.

Do you have any interest in unicycles?

June 24, 2008 8:43 PM  

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